STREAMING & SOCIALS
I Will Make My Own Bed
Track list:
So She Did Know
It Hurts Me
Acid Airplane
61
Like Dirt, We Will Wash Away And Become One With The Sunset
Soft Light Closure
My Own Bed
Cowboy Season
The World As Will And Representation
Something Infinite
Abstract Fourier Mathematics
I Saw The Waves Crashing Down And I Was Still
Body Undersea
Everything Always
So She Did Know
So she was there in my life
I can’t fall asleep one night
So she did know
I did not know, oh
So she did know
I did not know, oh
I fell asleep in daylight
So few have ever felt nice
So she did know
I did not know, oh
So she did know
I did not know, oh
It Hurts Me
[no lyrics]
Acid Airplane
I took acid on airplane
I fell through the blue sky
In beautiful view
I felt a real renewal
I looked around and saw
The beautiful truth
And you know it well
The lifeless road
And it’s all you see
The pure glass cold
I was born with this cry
I made myself to see
I’m made of oceans
I was born by the night
I made myself to breath
Ephemeral tides
And it’s all you see
The pure glass (cold)
And it’s all I see
You don’t know
And it’s all I breathe
It’s what I sow
Yea, Beach House is playing at my house
My house
61
Soft like the complete relief
Of the new day
I felt this
And I’ve become disinterested
I was brief
And walked away
Oh no, something came in your eyes
I fell down
I looked in vain
I just wanted you to know
That as all things
Grow and fade
The present still
Is holding
Onto something
We can’t see
Like Dirt, We Will Wash Away And Become One With The Sunset
[no lyrics]
Soft Light Closure
[no lyrics]
My Own Bed
Cold in a vacuum
I’m slowly freed
Of this feeling
So I take a big leap
Into the snow
Of the unknown
Endless dream
Peaks of resonating cries
I look at the perfect pale light
I felt surreal, and I was
Where emptiness is clean and raw
Sleep like I was there with your soft hair
Sleep carelessly into the night
The sun shines
Closed eyes
And I’m floating
My mind is clear
And it’s going
Endless dream
Peaks of resonating cries
I look at the perfect pale light
I felt surreal, and I was
Where emptiness is clean raw
Sleep like I was there with your soft hair
Sleep carelessly into the night
The sun shines
Cowboy Season
[no lyrics]
The World As Will And Representation
You came to me like a dream
Kindness in your eyes but it wasn’t clean
You flooded my heart with hope
And I watched the pain lift off of me
You said oh I just need more time
You said first I need a clear mind
And you’re looking past me
I said oh, it’s not
It’s not here
It’s not, it’s not
It’s not what you gave me
It’s not what you gave me
It’s not
All songs written, engineered, produced and mixed by Bennett Blumberg
All songs mastered by Austin Blumberg
Artwork by Bennett Blumberg
Something Infinite
I wanna be abused
Cause hanging there
I got what I deserved
And I spit out concrete
I hit the floor
A mighty roar
And I’ve been picturing it lately
I went out in the cold
On Christmas Eve
Cause I said somethings I
Didn’t mean
I slept beneath a tree
And I can’t fix it this time
Slip inside
Something infinite
And I wanna be adored
But that door
I locked it long before
When I flooded highway shores
I thought of you
I thought of you
And I can’t fix it this time
Slip inside
Something infinite
And I can’t fight it this time
But I think I might
Regret it
Abstract Fourier Mathematics
[no lyrics]
I Saw The Waves Crashing Down And I Was Still
The best and worst part
Of waking from a dream
Is that it happened
And when I sleep again
It will happen again
And the big, long sleep
Is something for another time
The best and worst part
Of loving you
Is that it happened
And when I love again
It will happen again
And the big, long love
Is something for another time
Everything that has happened so far
Is something we can have
I want to be a big man
And I will make my own bed
Everything always
Everything always
I came complete, yea
I saw the waves crashing down
And I was still
I saw the weight in your eyes
I felt your permanent sky
And so did you
I saw the cry in your tears
I felt the love in your fear
And I stood through
Body Undersea
You don’t love me
Come on, spit it out
Oh come on, spit it out
If one morning I was wide awake
Kissing your cold face
My empty sea
Surrounding me
It emptied me
And it opened up
It opened up to let you in
Tell me softly
You will never leave
So easy to believe
If you find my body undersea
Oh float it home for me
My endless sea
Surrounding me
Surrounding me
And suddenly
It emptied me
And it opened up
It opened up
It opened up for you
Everything Always
[no lyrics]
Everything And You
Track list:
Aiyana (come down)
Darling
News From The War
Nothing Compares To You
A song I wrote for you when we were falling in love
Benny Boy (a beautiful embrace)
You can always kill yourself tomorrow
Perfectly Out Of Place
it all feels the same
Aiyana (come down)
I can’t get you off my mind (my mind)
Yea, you keep me up all night (all night)
You said that we’re different now (ok)
You said that it’s too late now (ok)
I can’t seem to keep things straight (oh no)
You loved me now it’s time for change (ok)
I thought I wanted us to change (ok)
But now I really have to say (to say)
That you still cross my mind
Every time I close my eyes
You still cross my mind
Every time I close my eyes
Darling
Softly
Lovely
Slowly you fade
Hold me
Darling
Sometime, once more
You’re glimmering
In an empty ocean hue
Divine, you tonight
Endless sea
Devour what’s left of me
Awaiting, arms open wide
Softly
Lovely
Slowly you fade
Hold me
Darling
Sometime, once more
Suddenly
With one glance I’m undone
No pain, no memories
You’re glimmering
You’re levitating me
No pain, no memories
Softly
Lovely
Slowly you fade
Hold me
Darling
Sometime, once more
News From The War
Time standstill
In a perfect afternoon
Deep in you, my dear
And since I’m floating here
In this perfect vacuum
Covered by my fears
News from the war
I heard nothing
I hope you’re safe
Have you lost a friend?
Have you lost your way?
I’m still here
Found myself
One lonely afternoon
You were standing there
Is this a dream or just
Some lovely point of view?
Still you’re standing there
News from the war
I heard nothing
I hope you’re safe
Have you lost a friend?
Have you lost your way?
I’m still here
Nothing Compares To You
Nothing compares to you
And I’ll be
Your empty room
A lovely blue
And I’m
In love with you
I still need you
A song I wrote for you when we were
falling in love
[no lyrics]
Benny Boy (a beautiful embrace)
Sometimes I get so lost
Thinking of you
And how it felt before the end
Just to be in your arms
It’s been a month and I still can’t sleep
Much anymore
I’ve given up on being me
Just let me sit and breathe
Please, please don’t leave
Please, come back to me
Medicate in every way
But I still feel pain
Benny Boy, when did you leave?
This isn’t me
Suicide (It felt nice)
Woke up in ER
I felt the breeze, but it left me
Somehow I’m still here
Please, please don’t leave
Please, come back to me
You can always kill yourself tomorrow
Fall asleep
It always leaves you empty
Strobe lights and paradise
Please don’t leave me paralyzed
And don’t forget
How you fell for me
So sleep alright
A quiet subversion, anyway
And I’ll be gone before you wake
All songs written and produced by Bennett Blumberg
All instruments engineered by Bennett Blumberg
All vocals engineered and edited by Dan Smith, except "Perfectly Out Of Place" which was engineered and edited by Austin Blumberg
All songs mixed and mastered by Austin Blumberg
Artwork by Keegan Burckhard
Perfectly Out Of Place
Take me back
Where I was
Your only friend
Well, I was
Patiently waiting on
Your response
You’re perfectly out of place
You say, “If I can’t love myself
then how the hell can I try to love you?”
Did you forget how it first felt
Or did you feel nothing when I held on to you?
You’re perfectly out of place
(You’re perfectly out of place)
It made me want to hurt myself
But I would never do that to you
But I still thought it through
Sleep tonight and think this through
You are the only one that I care about
You’re perfectly out of place
And you’re so beautiful
I wish I could reach out and touch you
Soft skin
Your lips
I could die, I could die
And never cry again
Soft skin
Your lips
I could die, I could die
And never cry again
And I’ll just say it outright
I won’t try to be poetic or silly
I cut myself on the bathroom floor
With scissors, and I bled
I couldn’t reconcile the pain I had
So I made myself breathe a new way
And I tried to hide my scars
But when you saw the bloodstains
On my bedsheets
You said “What’s wrong”
And held me
And I felt loved
And I felt loved for the first time
In what seemed like forever
And as you grasped me tight
I felt like I was in the arms of God
And there I wailed
And there I wailed
You’re perfectly out of place
it all feels the same
I can’t quite explain
How I’ve been feeling
Both of us know
I’ve been unfolding
Holding you near
I’ll sit in silence
Holding you here
Your beauty unveiling
Yea, it hurts
Or it all feels the same
I didn’t know
That I was so loved
You sought the good
While I was a monster
I felt alone
But you were with me
You opened my heart
So I could be free
Yea, it hurts
Or it all feels the same
Yea, it hurts
But I love you the same
I love you the same
(I love you the same)
Sinking deep
Comfort me
Mercies seep
It empties me
(It empties me)
The World Is Still Beautiful
Track list:
Aiyana
Makeout
Would You Care
Lately
Warm Now
Aiyana
I can’t get you off my mind (my mind)
Yea, you keep me up all night (all night)
You said that we’re different now (ok)
You said that it’s too late now (ok)
You’re so insecure these days (these days) You tell your friends that you’re ok (ok)
But I still love you anyway (ok)
I hope you’ll think of me some day
(some day)
I can’t seem to keep things straight (oh no) You loved me now it’s time for change (ok)
I thought I wanted us to change (ok)
But now I really have to say (to say)
That you still cross my mind
Every time I close my eyes
You still cross my mind
Every time I close my eyes
Makeout
Oh, I thought you had moved on too soon (UH)
Do you wanna readdress this mess
Can we do this when you’re not so drunk
No, I won’t take it
I won’t take
I can’t take this anymore
Are you gonna talk now
A smile let out
A smile disguised
That look I knew
Makeout makeup
And kiss me slow
And lose control
I’m lost in you
Why do you hate yourself so much?
Honestly I can’t stand all this talk
You break me up every time we touch
No, I won’t take it
I won’t take
I can’t take this anymore
Are you gonna talk now
A smile let out
A smile disguised
That look I knew
Makeout makeup
And kiss me slow
And lose control
I’m lost in you
Fall back down
Hit the ground
Stop Control
Prideful fall
It’s you I love,
It’s you I love
Come too sweet
Feel relief
Would You Care
Well, I could see you a mile away
You mind your thoughts
And me mine
I don’t care if I die
Would you care if I die?
I take so long to change
But you look so pretty always
I don’t care if I die
Would you care if I die?
What if I don’t care if I die
Do you really care if I die
All songs written and produced by Bennett Blumberg
All instruments engineered by Bennett Blumberg
All vocals engineered and edited by Austin Blumberg
All songs mixed and mastered by Austin Blumberg
Artwork by Bri Flasch
Special thanks to Jon Kuch for performing electric guitar
Lately
Lately I’ve been lonely
And bet that you’ve been lonely too
Can I talk with you again?
I just wanna be your friend
I don’t think I have to be
Emotionally wrecked this way
If I just had you again
I could get outside of my head
Come down sweetheart
Come back in
Thoughts still going through my head
We broke up and we made love
To strangers while we fell apart
But when I looked in her eyes
I didn’t see the one that I loved
I was just hanging out
Hoping that I’d find someone to confide in
Lately I’ve been lonely
And bet that you’ve been lonely too
Can I talk with you again?
I just wanna be your friend
I don’t think I have to be
Emotionally wrecked this way
If I just had you again
I could get outside of my head
Slow down sweetheart
Take a breath
You went out and made a mess
You got drunk and I stayed sober
I don’t know how I stayed sober
But when I look in your eyes
I see the sunlight that I’ve been missing
I’m caught up in a glance
And now I’d like to tell you
How I’ve been feeling
Lately I’ve been lonely
And bet that you’ve been lonely too
Can I talk with you again?
I just wanna be your friend
I don’t think I have to be
Emotionally wrecked this way
If I just had you again
I could get outside of my head
Warm Now
Didn’t mean to hurt you babe
Didn’t mean to hurt you babe (oh)
Smell like cigarettes
Drinking cheap wine
It’s 2AM and I’m leaving soon
Talk to your friends too
Soon I’ll remember you
The parties’ over now
I’m feeling sober now (oh)
I’m feeling lost right now
I can feel you crying out (oh)
Smell like cigarettes
Drinking cheap wine
It’s 2AM and I’m leaving soon
Talk to your friends too
Soon I’ll remember you
Dear Friend
Track list:
Intro
22
Prescription
Sleep Forever
Cocaine
Lost in the Dream
Interlude (Dear Friend)
I Still Love You
...And I Know Nothing Will Come of It,
But I'll Keep Waiting
Nothing Ever Changes
Outro
Intro
Waves came rushing in
Enveloped me in love
Came floating in
Floating in into my heart
I remember you
You were trying to be loved
Tears down your face
I wish I was there with you then
Your world will change
Suddenly you’ll see the light
So take my hand
Walk with me until the end
Fall asleep
Fall asleep into my arms
Into space
In the corners of my heart
22
Looking into your eyes
the deep deep blue
The deep deep blue
And I wish that I could fly
And cry with you
Cry with you
Standing here looking out
Into an endless dream of you
Holding hands until the night ends
Why was I so ashamed of looking at you?
Why was I so afraid to really love you?
I love your smile
Why can’t I just love that?
And now we’re going to fast
In the unknown
In the unknown
And I just want to have you
In my life
Not in my mind
Standing here looking out
Into an endless dream of you
Holding hands until the night ends
Why was I so ashamed of looking at you?
Why was I so afraid to really love you?
I love your smile
Why can’t I just love that?
Prescription
I saw you in between
Crushing pills and rolling nicotine Remember being young?
(Remember being young?)
I saw you in my dreams
But I don’t know why
Subconsciously unveiling
What it’s like to love
Like we were young
Holding your hand laughing
And all that time spent high
In a vacuous daze
Was vapor in the morning
I just want to live
Life young and free
But time will never be the same
Riding bikes down hill
Feel the wind now blowing in your face
Now all we are is moving on
Just getting by by ourselves
I saw you in between
Crushing pills and rolling nicotine Remember being young?
(Remember being young?)
I saw you in my dreams
But I don’t know why
Subconsciously unveiling
What it’s like to love
Like we were young
Holding your hand laughing
And all that time spent high
In a vacuous daze
Was vapor in the morning
I just want to live
Life young and free
But time will never be the same
Sleep Forever
I wrote a letter to you
I took a train to meet you
I put myself into my time capsule
Nice to meet you
I thought that I had lost you
But all along you were right there
Went to the doctor’s office
Doc told me I was so hurt
Doc gave me lots of pills
Doc told me these will fix you
But all I needed was you
And losing you was all I knew
Tell me why should I keep holding on?
Getting lost and it's you I need
Tears stream down on the sink
And I don't remember my name
Tonight I'll finally meet you
This nights’ the last without you
I'll read my letter to you
I’'ll show you all my scars
Sleep now or sleep forever
I'll take my chances let me go
Transmit myself into your
Arms hold me
Hold me so tight
Get sober get off those pills
Find a new drug 'will do me
Get found down in the bathroom
So hold my hand
I'll see you now
Tell me why should I keep holding on?
Getting lost and it's you I need
Tears stream down on the sink
And I don't remember my name
Crucify
Sleep tonight
Crucify 'till morning you'll be loved tonight
Tell me why should I keep holding on?
Getting lost and it's you I need
Tears stream down on the sink
And I don't remember my name
Cocaine
Been floating inside my empty mind
For quite some time
'Cause it takes patience
To finally die
With you in mind
Take me home my dear
I'll hold you tonight
If this cocaine kills me
'Least I tried ringing through to you
I'll hold my phone
In case you call one last time
I dream of the day
When all of this goes away
Been numbing the pain of hurting you
Since you left me
And I'm in a box I can't see through
In an endless sea
I called you to say that I'm sorry
Before I die
Though I overdosed I still love you
You make me alive
Take me home my dear
I'll hold you tonight
If this cocaine kills me
'Least I tried ringing through to you
I'll hold my phone
In case you call one last time
I dream of the day
When all of this goes away
I dream if the day
When all of this goes away
Lost in the Dream
Look at me and watch me swim
In the sea of your thoughts
I think I like the way it's thin
I was so lost without you
But now I'm wondering
Are you lost too?
I was lost in the Dream
But now I'm living in the real life
Your face make-believe
Your crying in the daylight
Happiness in life whatever
I'm still floating but
I sometimes wish that I could cry
And when I look
I see a mirror
Into your soul
And out the thin side wall
I was lost in the Dream
But now I'm living in the real life
Your face make-believe
Your crying in the daylight
All songs written by Bennett Blumberg
All songs produced by Bennett Blumberg and Austin Blumberg
All instruments engineered by Austin Blumberg
All vocals engineered and edited by Austin Blumberg
All songs mixed and mastered by Austin Blumberg
Artwork by Bri Flasch
Special thanks to Kenzie Janson for performing vocals, and to
Blake Grainger and Chase Ketterling for performing drums and bass guitar, respectively
Interlude (Dear Friend)
Dear Friend
It’s been a long time since I’ve seen you
Your deep cloud eyes
And long blonde hair
Don’t escape my memories
Nor does all the time
We spent Alone dreaming
We dreamt of days
We grew blackbird wings
And sailed away
But only got so far
Dear Friend I loved
Nights spent traipsing around
Quiet black fields
We built that tree fort against the hill
And hid it behind some leaves
Lest anyone found out about it
Sometimes it got cold
And I put my arm around you.
Dear Friend I loved you
And even when you’d show up
With bruises on your face
I still thought you were pretty
We gazed at stars and thought about flying
Into ocean waters
Or over the bridge to anywhere
Dear Friend I loved you
More than anyone else
And I wrote songs about you
On the piano in my living room
I never showed them to you
Because I couldn’t sing very well
Or because I couldn’t stand to see you cry
Thin wisps of time flew by
When I was going to tell you
But they died
I loved you
And didn’t want to lose you
Dear Friend
You were more than a friend
My special friend
My only friend
But one day you were gone
And that night
I went to your window and cried with you
And showed you the crushed, withered Wildflowers I kept
From our first blackbird dream
Dear Friend
I’m sorry
I never told you
That I love you
And I hope that
Someday I too
Will grow my blackbird wings
I Still Love You
Scars left on your face
You’re still beautiful
I couldn’t imagine
What breath could flow
Through parsed lips
And desert lungs
Sing Tonight a lullaby
Float away until you can't breathe
Hide away, hallucinate
Losing you or dying slowly
See you in rear view
Float by float away
I could see it in your eyes
The pain I caused
I could see it in my eyes
The friend I lost
Sing Tonight a lullaby
Float away until you can't breathe
Hide away, hallucinate
Losing you or dying slowly
I still love you
My best friend
My best friend
Fading from view
When I had you
I had you
...And I Know Nothing Will Come of It,
But I'll Keep Waiting
[no lyrics]
Nothing Ever Changes
Lay me down beside you now
Say that you love me
And if I'm gone before you wake
Please don’t miss me
And I'm gonna grow my wings and fly
Far away from here
Memories float between my eyes
Of times we spent laughing
Will you cry with me?
Will you lay me down
On your hurt side?
Will cry me to sleep?
Do you still love me?
Everlasting joy and pain
Falling through the lack of hurt
The heaviest weight of all
The weight of nothing
I'm dissolutioned cause I'm free
Yet heavy chains surround me
But trust me you'd want what I have
This feelings’ unchanging
Will you cry with me?
Will you lay me down
On your hurt side?
Will cry me to sleep?
Do you still love me?
La da da da da
Nothing ever changes
Do you still love me, well
I still think your pretty
Outro
You can take what you want
And if you're drunk
I'll drive you home
And if you're high
You can cry on my shoulder
But please don't fall into too
You can take what you want (I'll still be here)
And if you're drunk
I'll drive you home (I’ll still be here)
And if you're high
You can cry on my shoulder (I’ll still be here)
But please don't fall into too
Lost in the Dream
Track list:
Lucid Dreams
I Saw You
Fly Away with You
Dreams I've Had
Dreaming with You
Lucid Dreams
You wake up
In reality
Only when
It all just falls apart
All I wanna do
Is flee from reality
It's all just falling apart
If I don't escape from you
I might fall in love
From your lips I've learned
That with them I will die
I can't imagine
Just how hard it's been
But it just seems as if
It could never end
All I wanna do
Is flee from reality
It's all just falling apart
Only in your dreams
Do dreams come true
If I don't escape from you
I might fall in love
From your lips I've learned
That with them I will die
I can't imagine
Just how hard it's been
It just seems as if
It could never end
All I wanna do
Is flee from reality
It's all just falling apart
I Saw You
I saw you riding
On a rainbow last night
What are you doing there?
I saw you riding
On the back of a seahorse
Why are you standing there?
I saw you clasping
To those jellyfish wings
Why don't you come down from there?
I saw you climbing
Up a ladder with no rungs
Don't you know it's better down here?
If you come down here
I'll show you what it's like
To live the world
From my perspective
It's much easier to see this way
So take my grey glasses
And look through them
So please, please, please
Get your head out of the clouds
It's so hard to see
Your little mind at ease
It's so hard to see
Someone thinking differently
Don't you understand
That it's easier this way?
I saw you kissing
Little flowers on the hill
Flying through the universe
At the speed of light times two
I saw you playing
Hopscotch with your friends
But you were hopping
On the lily pads
Of a lava lake
I saw you drinking
A cup of ice cold tea
With three gulps
You swallowed the milky way
I saw you laying down
Right beside your bed
You were just sitting there
Eating your friend chuck
If you come down here
I'll show you what it's like
To live the world
From my perspective
It's much easier to see this way
So take my grey glasses
And look through them
So please, please, please
Get your head out of the clouds
It's so hard to see
Your little mind at ease
It's so hard to see
Someone thinking differently
Don't you understand
That it's easier this way?
I saw you scuba diving
In the river
You were talking to the sea urchins
Talking to the crabs
I saw you on
A rocket ship to space
This was not Apollo
It was 1492
I saw you talking to
Johann Sebastian Bach
You held secret
Illuminati meetings
I saw you going against
The flow of the world
Don't ever stop being you
Being you
All songs written by Bennett Blumberg
All songs produced by Austin Blumberg
All instruments engineered by Austin Blumberg
All vocals engineered and edited by Austin Blumberg
All songs mixed and mastered by Austin Blumberg
Artwork by Sam Zanto
Special thanks to Adeline Corbin, Rachel Schultz, Maddie Harding, Taylor Marshall and Kelsie Frietag for performing vocals, and to Daniel Karasev, Josiah Christian and Jon Kuch for performing drums, bass guitar and electric guitar, respectively, and to Rachel Schultz for performing ukulele
Fly Away with You
I wanna fly away with you
We could go up with the sun
And the waves
Could come flying away
To you, they'll never be the same
I'm gonna get there with you
(I'm gonna get there with you
I'm gonna get there with you)
I wanna fly away with you
I'll fly away
With you
I wanna get to that place
Where there will be no trace
(I wanna get to that place
Where there will be no trace)
And time will never be in place
The clocks will always be in space
I want to fly away with you
(I want to fly away with you)
I'll fly away
With you
And we can fly
Upon the farthest stars
'Cause when were fast
Theres no space and time
And we can crawl upon the depths
'Cause baby I know
I'll fly away
With you
Dreams I've Had
The dreams I've had
For me and you
Have not gone past
Since I've seen you
It might seem strange
That I can't explain
Since years and years
Have been passed by
My love for you
Has not gone dry
The sky is blue
And I love you
The grass is green
And I'll stay true
The dreams I've had
For me and you
Have not gone past
Since I've seen you
It might seem strange
That I can't explain
It's been a while
Since I've seen you
I don't know why
I've never said this before
The sky is blue
And I love you
The grass is green
And I'll stay true
The dreams I've had
For me and you
Have not gone past
Since I've seen you
It might seem strange
That I can't explain
Baby I know
It's been a while
But I know my love
Will make you smile
The sky is blue
And I love you
The grass is green
And I'll stay true
The dreams I've had
For me and you
Have not gone past
Since I've seen you
It might seem strange
That I can't explain
Dreaming with You
Everyday I spend with you
I plainly see
How true love is meant to be
You look past all my insecurities
You see me as I am
Words cannot express
How much I love you
There's nothing 'bout you
That I'd ever change
Your perfect love for me
Is so unfailing
I can't believe that
Someone like you cares for me
Finally something
Has set me free
That nothing in this
World could do
And I know it's true
Only in my dreams
Has my wish come true
I'm dreaming with you
Words cannot express
How much I love you
There's nothing 'bout you
That I'd ever change
Your perfect love for me
Is so unfailing
I can't believe that
Someone like you cares for me
Singles
Benny Boy
Nothing Anyway
Benny Boy
Written and produced by Bennett Blumberg
Instruments engineered
by Bennett Blumberg
Vocals engineered and edited by Dan Smith
Mixed by Bennett Blumberg
Mastered by Austin Blumberg
Nothing Anyway
Written and produced by Bennett Blumberg
Instruments engineered
by Bennett Blumberg
Vocals engineered and edited
by Austin Blumberg
Mixed and mastered by Austin Blumberg
Most Poetic Dream
Written and produced by Bennett Blumberg
Instruments engineered
by Bennett Blumberg
Vocals engineered and edited
by Austin Blumberg
Mixed and mastered by Austin Blumberg
Benny Boy
Sometimes I get so lost
Thinking of you
And how it felt before the end
Just to be in your arms
It’s been a month and I still can’t sleep
Much anymore
I’ve given up on being me
Just let me sit and breathe
Please, please don’t leave
Please, come back to me
Medicate in every way
But I still feel pain
Benny Boy, when did you leave?
This isn’t me
Suicide (It felt nice)
Woke up in ER
I felt the breeze, but it left me
Somehow I’m still here
Please, please don’t leave
Please, come back to me
Nothing Anyway
Look at me
See my human face
Did you cry?
Oh, you looked away
I will remember you
(I will remember you)
Empathize like you used to, oh
Saw Jesus’ face
Fuck I was so enthralled
I will remember you
(I will remember you)
I was just caught in you too
I will remember you
I was on the edge
I wouldn’t hesitate
My skin feels so cold
I’m nothing anyway
I’m floating anyway
Oh shouldn’t I just fade?
Suffocate me now
I settled for the knife
Let it all run down
Touch my broken face
Say loves’ still beautiful
Well I would die for you
I will remember you
I was just caught in you too
A postmodern apology
I was just caught in you too
Most Poetic Dream
I can’t sleep and I can’t make a sound
It’s dark here
And I don’t even know if I can cry
I looked at you and saw a dream, and I
I loved it
The sun came out and it was so nice
Mother can you please just look away?
I love you
But emptiness is partially a need
Faceless I’m a tree and I survived
I’m crying
I opened up myself too many times
And I still felt real reliefI only wanted you to hold meIn the most poetic dreamWhat’s everything if I’m still unfolding